I Missed You This Christmas, Daddy

This year's Christmas was an enjoyable one...but I still missed you, Daddy.

This was the first year without you by the tree, in the car looking at Christmas lights in town, at the table for lunch or dinner...and I missed you.

Watching Christmas movies just are not the same without you to make comments about and laugh at.

Opening presents and not seeing your name on any of them was hard.

Even though Mom was here, and she made it to and from the airport safely home...I still missed you. So many times you made that trip to the airport for me, and the honor is now mine to see to that Mom is safe, protected, and accommodated...and I hope I have made you proud of me.

Mom has noticed many of your attributes in me. My ears remind her of you. My educated mind reminds her of your practical ways. 

Yes, in small ways, you were here. You thrive in our hearts and our memories. And yes, as the years go by, it will get easier to process.

...I just wanted you to know I missed you this year, Daddy. 

Not much else to write. 

Until then,

Your Loving Son, Brian





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