It's Been 4 Years, And I Still Can't...
Well, Daddy, It has been a minute since I sat down to type with just my words and my heart. I tried playing the song again. It's the song we played on repeat at your visitation: "When I Get Where I Am Going" by Brad Paisley... I tried to get through it with no tears. But I still can't. Maybe one day I will. Maybe not. Who's to say? I know the lyrics speak the same way you would in the flesh: "Don't cry for me down here." I have no doubts about the Glory and the Splendor that you are experiencing with Jesus. That's another thing. It seems like since you went home, my eagerness to explore the Word in depth and discover the many, MANY layers to the Bible has consumed me. It's almost like Jesus with you alongside Him saying, "Here is a gift for you to use. Now, use it wisely." I hope Jesus and you both know how seriously I take reading and teaching the Bible now. How richly it has shown to me our Eternal Father's truly amazing gra...